Are we really supposed to live with the uncertainty despite the fact we may have actually done horrible things, have horrible consequences hanging above our heads and have a troubled self concept?

2021.11.30 00:40 Alternative-Oil4512 Are we really supposed to live with the uncertainty despite the fact we may have actually done horrible things, have horrible consequences hanging above our heads and have a troubled self concept?

My false memories have been going off lately (assuming they are false). They fluctuate from moderately bad to downright egregious. I'm hooked on the worst case scenario right now. When I worried about a moderately bad thing, I'd look at the worst case scenario and scoff at it because obviously I was above it. Now I'm really unsure if I did the worst or not. Because yea I can see myself having done those terrible things. I can also see my old self not having done those things to that extent at all.
Could I have rationalized past actions enough somehow to feel justified bypassing moral regulations and boundaries? Did I mentally justify actions that ultimately are terrible when situational details are stripped down and the action is observed in their bare terms? Did I get distracted and swept up in the situation that I diluted or added subjectivity to a clearly objectively wrong act and thought those irrelevant details reduced the immorality of an act?
It's clicking for me that ruminations and mental reviews will never receive airtight closure. They lead to utter confusion and more fog. Incessant rumination wiped out all memory of who I used to be, making rumination increasingly harder. Along with the awareness of futility comes a wave of soul crushing sadness. Unless I build a time machine and travel across time, I'll never know. Something about that is so dark.
People of relevance told me I didn't damage them but I wish I asked specifically if they felt abused by me. They might misunderstand what I was asking. They could be lying. They could hold memories of me being a terrible person in their head but won't share. I'll never know. How can I live the rest of my life like this?
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2021.11.30 00:40 Fair_Pop1627 🎄 Cute Santa | 1000x potential 🚀 | Just Launched | Experienced Team | 7% DOGE rewards 🎁 | Anti-Whale | Dont Miss out !!!

What is Cute Santa?

Cute Santa is a reward token. Every 60 minutes, DOGE dividends will be sent to your wallet, if you hold at least 200,000 tokens. You can also manually claim your dividends in the main contract. Also each transaction you make will automatically claim your dividends. The longer you hold the more you earn!

A max wallet of 3% and max transaction of 1% allows us to prevent big wallets and dumps. The initial liquidity will be locked for several months into the deepest of the deepest locks and will be below 5 BNB so this token has the chance to go absolutely parabolic!

1,000,000,000 Total supply
3% max wallet to prevent whales
1% max tx to prevent dumps

Tax 10% for buy & sell:
7% in DOGE reward
1% to locked liquidity pool
2***% to marketing and buyback***
Slippage is ~ 10-12%

Contract: 0xa6bfd81a1f0d4267825078c808b96f7f40e3088f
Buy Now:
Renounced Ownership:
Liquidty locked:
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2021.11.30 00:40 godusopp96 need advice

i changed my start date from november 21st to december 9th but for some reason i was deducted 11 hours of upt on friday the 21st even though i wasn't on the schedule. i put in a hr case and nothing has happend for 3 days on and almost 2 days ago i called erc and they put in an hr ticket. i though i would lose access to atoz when i switched my start date but i didn't. im not sure what i should do any advice would be appreciated.
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2021.11.30 00:40 mango_lord123 Is there anything i can do after getting scammed by a collab offer?

Hi everyone, I made a retrospectively really dumb mistake.
A brand reached out to me over email with a paid collab and the deliverables are to send them videos of me saying the provided scripts. I asked about a contract but they said we would sign one after their arts department reviews my videos to determine the monetary compensation between 250-350 dollars. I was suspicious but they seemed like a legit company (1 million followers on instagram). The rep’s email address was @ the company’s name too.
So after I send them a google drive with the videos, they replied pretty fast saying they are sent to be reviewed. It’s been over a month, and I emailed the rep multiple times and got ghosted. I also dm’ed the company on instagram and emailed them, nothing
I’ll definitely learn from this mistake, but can i report them somewhere or is there anything i can do? Thank you!
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2021.11.30 00:40 Lucianoyteuty So...I tried to create Matto on Fallout 4. What do y'all think?

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2021.11.30 00:40 KaeseKae HiDollar - For the click of a button get 1+Hi per day (Roughly $1 a day)

HiDollar - For the click of a button get 1+Hi per day (Roughly $1 a day) submitted by KaeseKae to CryptoReferral [link] [comments]

2021.11.30 00:40 BaseballOffseasonMod WEEK 5 TRADE BLOCK THREAD

bing bong fuck ya life
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2021.11.30 00:40 Biggameslayer01 If the early cretaceous pack leak is legit it may be possible that we’re getting Kronosaurus

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2021.11.30 00:40 DrunkOnBleach6 Water Buffalo

Hi, I recently accomplished my goal for my first diamond red stag and now am moving to get a diamond water Buffalo. Please let me know the hot spots for Fernando or any links to maps would be appreciated
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2021.11.30 00:40 ttrumbo A lot of new users have been asking about Binance...

I'm pretty active on the Telegram and I've noticed a trend for new users.
"I thought AlChEMY PaY PARtnErs wiT BiNaNCE? WhY no LiST?", "ArE DeY ACtuALLY PArtnERz?"
Yes, yes they are.
Alchemy Pay helps manage Crypto -> Fiat payments with Binance Pay Wallet -> Source Here

Alchemy Pay and Binance teamed up to integrate Crypto Payments into Shopify -> Source Here, direct from Binance Blog.

Now it is unfortunate it hasn't listed yet, but this points me to believe it WILL be listed just a matter of time. Especially bullish because JASMY had a ghost listing page appear on google search and disappeared before listing. ACH also had a ghost listing page appear and has now disappeared. Coincidence? Maybe but it could also be an indicator.
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2021.11.30 00:40 FrishFrash PS4 Pro Enhanced?

I notice that EOTE and The Archaeologist Edition both say they're PS4 Pro Enhanced on the PS Store. Any clue what that difference is?
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2021.11.30 00:40 Lady_Harubun Remodeled a lovely burger sheep's home 🍔 🍟 🥤

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2021.11.30 00:40 _ilikecmyk_ WIP - I’ll post a finished piece/time lapse per usual.

WIP - I’ll post a finished piece/time lapse per usual. submitted by _ilikecmyk_ to AbstractArt [link] [comments]

2021.11.30 00:40 brotherofsquid I wish I could bring back that feeling

Being able to play video games for hours on end was so fun. Just being able to sit down and lose everything for a while, and relax. I keep spending more money on my setup in the hopes that it'll bring back the desire to have that, but I find myself being more and more apathetic.
All you useless fucks who still enjoy gaming, and can do it simply because it makes you happy, treasure that. You don't know what you have.
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2021.11.30 00:40 14martis G4 Doorbell Path light

My Doorbell path light used to work back in Sept. But it no longer works, i am on the newest version of protect. Has anyone else run into this issue and found a fix? Infared is on btw. Doorbell is 4.46.13
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2021.11.30 00:40 UnusualGenePool At some point during childhood your parents put you down and never ever bothered to pick you back up again.

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2021.11.30 00:40 rosemilkteababy Weird reoccurring dream, trying to decode what my guides are trying to tell me, any insight ?

This past week I’ve been having vivid dreams that are all in the same setting and have the same plot (although I can’t remember much from them but I recognize the feeling each time) basically it’s a dream that’s almost like I’m trapped in some type of haunted house. There’s no scary monsters or ghosts or anything like that but weird things happen and in the dream I want to escape and get out and I’m trying to find a way out.
Before I fell asleep today I prayed and asked the divine and my guides to give me a message or sign in my dreams to help me understand some stuff and my dream this time had a lot of more weird things I was able to recognize and remember. In todays “haunted house” there were three swords next to each other and I kept hearing “three of swords, three of swords” in my mind when I woke up (referring to tarot) and in my dream I was passed one of the swords to fight off a ‘bad guy’. But also in my dream I saw 4 giant moons close to earth, they were huge. One was white and the others were orange. This is not the first time I’ve dreamnt of a giant moon so this has begun to become a reoccurring theme and I have no clue why.
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2021.11.30 00:40 Quant_of_Blackness Can anyone explain to Google that ScottJund is not XQC? lul

Can anyone explain to Google that ScottJund is not XQC? lul submitted by Quant_of_Blackness to deadbydaylight [link] [comments]

2021.11.30 00:40 AngryPuffin6 I'm killing myself tonight. AMA

I've had enough. It's physically impossible to feel happy I've felt like this for so long and then my GIRLFRIEND blocks me everywhere. I hate every last one of you fuckers. I hate you i hate myself i hate the fact that I'm able to breathe i hate this house i hate this world i hate everything And please don't try to talk me out of it Goddamn
Just ask me shit- the girlfriend thing was the cherry on top of the hell
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2021.11.30 00:40 justtryingtolive22 CSL DD Wheel compatibility.

Does anyone know if the CSL Elite P1 will work uninhibited with the CSL DD? pic of the wheel in question.
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2021.11.30 00:40 atomiclithium 8k from selling your money tree harvest? How about 40k?

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2021.11.30 00:40 notpiercedtongue Well

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2021.11.30 00:40 ackackack669 Day: two

Still haven't found gleaming goppie but I'm still determined
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2021.11.30 00:40 Thereismorethanthis I have no words

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2021.11.30 00:40 MycoZac82 These YETI! OMG first time fruiting in grow bag!

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